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Phew! What a rollercoaster yesterday was. I was soooo exhausted, headachy, and feeling like I was going to puke all day. (sorry for the graphic description, but it's how I felt...) I felt like I had been hit by a metaphysical tractor trailer. I had the worst sleep last night - restless, tossing and turning, weird dreams, etc. And I woke up feeling more tired than when I went to bed, and still feeling nauseous. I didn't think I was going to be able to go to work today.
Danard said he pretty felt the same way this morning too. I think we're both dealing with some stuff...
Anyway. As usual, as I was driving my school bus run I had another 'download' from my Angels. I was not so gently reminded that the more I avoid my life purpose, or even procrastinate working on my plan to writing and producing spiritually uplifting and transformational films, the more crappy I'm going to continue to feel.
Huh...really, I said in response. I spent the rest of my run, thinking about that. The more I thought about it, the more it made sense. As I was writing out my morning blog for today, as I was relaying my ponderings from this morning, I had the following conversation with my Angels: (the text in quotations and italics is what my Angles had to say. Anything not in quotes is me talking to them)
So...to break this pattern, the only thing I can do is just...well...do it, despite that I'm exhausted all the time. "Yup". And that will give me energy? "Of course it will".
And then I will be able to do more. "Uh-huh". (as you might have guess, my angels don't speak in any kind of formal vernacular that one might expect, lol).
So...on top of everything else I need to get done, I need to make sure I work on the film everyday. "You already know the answer to that. We remind you everyday".
Yes, I know. And I feel guilty when I procrastinate too...I feel crappy when I put it off.
"Exactly our point! You feel worse when you don't work on the film, right"
Ya...
"Of all the things you 'need' to get done, this is the most important one."
Okay then. So when the house is a mess and I can't think straight...
"Then you clean the house. But...when you're done with the physical / mental survival stuff, then get back to the film. This is your life purpose. We know you've been trying to avoid the idea that this is what you're meant to do, in combination with your healing work and the music, of course (the healing is the foundation of the films). When you avoid and even resist what you came here to do, you go against your true nature, and this is exhausting to you. Not only at a physical level, but at the very essence of who you are. When you resist your true path that you chose for yourself, you go against everything that you are at the very core of your being. This takes a tremendous amount of energy to do. Why do things the hard way. Why not just give and and go with it. We know it's what you want to do. We know you've had dreams of pursuing a career in film and music since you were a very young child. Do not let fear get in the way of that. You're done you're "training" as it were. You have ALL of the information you need to get the job done now. You require no more training. It's time for you go the the proverbial show on the road. We're waiting for you....the world is waiting for you.
"We're going to remind you of something you told Danard years ago and that you've spoken to some of your clients: Who are you to deny the world of your gift. A gift that has the potential to change the world? Yes...YOU! You have the power to do this. There are people out there who need what you have to give, and they are waiting for you to show up. Don't deny them of that. And don't, for anything, deny yourself of the joy that you can experience by living your purpose fully and completely. That is what you are all here to do. And by living your own joy and purpose, you give all others the permission and inspiration to do the same. This is what changes the world. It is the Divine Love from Heaven that inspires all of this. So everything that came up in yesterday's post, is the foundation for what we speak of today. So go...just do it! Get the job done, and your energy and joy will return. Quicker than you can blink an eye.
"Let us ask you. How do you feel in transmitting this message right now. In writing this post; a message from your Angels, to you?"
It feels great!
"Do you have more energy now".
Yes, as a matter of fact, I do.
"Do you think you could spend some time now, working on your film?"
I think so...but maybe I'll explain to those who might be reading this, as to what my understanding is. The more I avoid my purpose, and put off working on my films, the more out of balance, tired, sick, depressed, etc, that I become. My very immune system is affected, not to mention how I feel emotionally and spiritually. When I focus on what I came here to do, even if it's just spending some time with myself and writing for my blog (which gets the energy and creativity moving again), I feel a whole lot better, bit by bit. And that the more time I spend writing and actually doing something to bring all of this stuff into being, the better and better I feel. Which, I'm sure at some point, will also affect my financial situation, which right now, isn't great.
"Do you get it now?"
Yes...I think I do...
"Need we say anymore?"
No, I think I've got it...
"Okay then. So...here's your homework. Everyday you will spend at least a half hour on Starcross'd. Don't try to push yourself into spending hours and hours yet, unless you really want to. Just some time everyday will do. The key is consistency, not how much time you spend. We can't emphasize that enough. And if there's a time when you feel you don't have it in you to get to work on writing the screenplay, just come here and write what's on your mind. It will get the juices flowing, and can be a part of the bigger picture, so to speak. You're readers - the ones who might even eventually be the ones who will come to see your film when it's showing in theatres - can be inspired to live their purpose by watching you realize yours. Get it?"
Okay...got it! I think I can do that.
"Good..."
I think that might be a good place to end this post. "Yes, it might be..."
Thanks guys, for the reminder... "You're very welcome."
I'd like to add something that popped into my head as the Angels were relaying the previous message. I'd like to make sure that you all know the every single one of you out there, has a life purpose that would not only bring you a tremendous amount of joy for yourself, but also for those around you. One that would ultimately help to change the world on the larger scale. Even if you don't know what that purpose is. It took me...20 years to put it all together. Maybe you just don't have all of the information yet.
In my next post, if there's interest, I can tell you about all of the stuff that I went though to find out what my life purpose was. Simply put, it took 3 college dimplomas, moving from Edmonton to Toronto and back again a couple of times. It took a HUGE amount of paying attention to the fut feelings and premontions, sent to me by my Angels and actually following that all the time. It took all of that, and so much more to get me to where I have all of the pieces so that I know what I'm supposed to do. And it didn't happen overnight either...as I said, it took me 20 years. It doesn't have to take that long for you, unless you want it it.
My point is, you do have a great and magical life purpose. One that is your soul purpose to carry out in this lifetime. It's your job to ask to be shown, and then just wait for the synchronicities to drop into your lap...and they will. Then it's up to you to do something about it.
And please remember one VERY important thing: Just because it's your life purpose, does not mean that it's always going to be easy and it certainly does not mean that it'll just be handed to you on a silver platter. There WILL be challenges. There will be obstacles. There will be times when you feel like you can't do it, or don't want to. There will be times when you are scared to death of what's going to happen if you try. It's your soul job to keep going despite all of that. Those are meant to teach you new skills and new tools so that when you are ready to fly, your wings will be fully formed and strong enough to carry you.
Take it from me. I've spent 20 years trying to "figure it out" when it was right in front of me the whole time. I was just too afraid to step out and put myself out there. But I know that if I don't do this, when I eventually come to the end of my physical life here, I'll die with a really HUGE regret on my consciousness. I don't want to do that.
How about you?
Candice
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I'm sitting here at the computer at a bit of a loss for words. Not because I don't have anything to say, but more because it seems like so much has gone on lately that I don't know where to start. Most of the "stuff" I refer to isn't even stuff anyone but me would notice, except for maybe my boyfriend / life / business partner who I share pretty much everything with.
I don't know if anyone out there has been feeling some internal shifting going on, but I sure have. All really subtle, but really major stuff. I've also been feeling like a lot of major external changes are going on in the world, even if that hasn't overtly affected my personal life...yet!
It seems like everyday I'm having to do major energy clearing on myself, my home, and pretty much everywhere I go. Today, for the second day in a row, I woke up at around 4am (which for me is...well...pretty much a miracle, given that I'm so NOT a morning person) and couldn't get back to sleep for the life of me. Every time I was about to fall back to sleep, Danard would shift, grunt, or otherwise inadvertently wake me up again. I got the distinct feeling that something was trying to keep me awake. I actually got a very specific 'download' that I was to get up and work on my screenplay (Starcross'd), but I very politely told my Angels that I wasn't going to be getting out of bed at 4 am except to go to the bathroom. It was just waaaaaayyy to early to even be awake, much less doing anything that required my mind to function on any kind of intelligent level.
As I was driving my school bus run this morning, and observing the incredible amount of fog, I got this feeling (not counting the soar throat I woke up with) that this was no usual fog. It felt "toxic" somehow. Not just energetically, but physically toxic. Like it had been injected with who knows what chemicals that have laced into the air. I asked my Angels for some major clearing on whatever the cause of the fog was, which immediately happened. As soon as I could see the sky, I saw so many chemtrails in the blue sky it wasn't even funny. All over the place. Hmmm...I wonder whey "they're" up to these days.
All of this explains the fact that I've felt like crap for several days - inexplicably so. I've been constantly doing energy work to keep myself from becoming suicidal or something...no worries guys, I'm keeping on top of that one! All of this just make me more determined to do the job I came here to do.
Through all of this, the only true, clear message I kept getting from my legion of Angels and Archangels that are always close to my hip is Divine Infinite Love is the only answer to anything. Which I have spending a great deal of my time focusing on and sending out to the world. Yes, I do notice that it makes a difference...at least in my own life. How 'bout you?
So...My challenge to everyone out there is. When faced with dealing with yours, or anyone else's "stuff"...the only thing that heals and transforms is: DIVINE INFINITE LOVE!!! That's it, that's all... Just send whatever you can muster to wherever it is needed - if you can't muster sending any, then ask your Angels for assistance, or you can even ask them to do it for you...they don't care, as long as it gets done.
By the way, the healing of ourselves and this planet takes us asking the divine for help. They can't directly intervene until we ask. Why you ask? Because we live in a free will zone. They can nudge and whisper in our ear, but they can't make us do anything unless we either ask for help, or we are in a life / death situation where we will die before our time (or become seriously injured and it's not a part of our life plan).
Anyway. About this love stuff...Have that Divine Infinite Love sent to anyone and everyone: those in need financially, health-wise, or otherwise (this especially includes those who piss you off, piss the world off or otherwise, do anything to harm or control another because they are the ones who need it the most - ask any the Dalai Lama or any Tibetan about that one!). Whether it be family, friends, world leaders, the media, other countries in need due to poverty, control or war), the earth, the environment, your neighbors, etc, etc, etc...
The bottom line is that we ALL could use a little more love in our lives.When you sent that love the planet, you also get a dose for yourself. Remember that. That which you give, you also receive!
Now go on...get to it...don't just sit there staring blankly at the screen. Go send some of that good stuff to everyone on the planet and I'll check back with you later to see how it's going...
Love, Light and Giggles!
Candice
I don't know if anyone out there has been feeling some internal shifting going on, but I sure have. All really subtle, but really major stuff. I've also been feeling like a lot of major external changes are going on in the world, even if that hasn't overtly affected my personal life...yet!
It seems like everyday I'm having to do major energy clearing on myself, my home, and pretty much everywhere I go. Today, for the second day in a row, I woke up at around 4am (which for me is...well...pretty much a miracle, given that I'm so NOT a morning person) and couldn't get back to sleep for the life of me. Every time I was about to fall back to sleep, Danard would shift, grunt, or otherwise inadvertently wake me up again. I got the distinct feeling that something was trying to keep me awake. I actually got a very specific 'download' that I was to get up and work on my screenplay (Starcross'd), but I very politely told my Angels that I wasn't going to be getting out of bed at 4 am except to go to the bathroom. It was just waaaaaayyy to early to even be awake, much less doing anything that required my mind to function on any kind of intelligent level.
As I was driving my school bus run this morning, and observing the incredible amount of fog, I got this feeling (not counting the soar throat I woke up with) that this was no usual fog. It felt "toxic" somehow. Not just energetically, but physically toxic. Like it had been injected with who knows what chemicals that have laced into the air. I asked my Angels for some major clearing on whatever the cause of the fog was, which immediately happened. As soon as I could see the sky, I saw so many chemtrails in the blue sky it wasn't even funny. All over the place. Hmmm...I wonder whey "they're" up to these days.
All of this explains the fact that I've felt like crap for several days - inexplicably so. I've been constantly doing energy work to keep myself from becoming suicidal or something...no worries guys, I'm keeping on top of that one! All of this just make me more determined to do the job I came here to do.
Through all of this, the only true, clear message I kept getting from my legion of Angels and Archangels that are always close to my hip is Divine Infinite Love is the only answer to anything. Which I have spending a great deal of my time focusing on and sending out to the world. Yes, I do notice that it makes a difference...at least in my own life. How 'bout you?
So...My challenge to everyone out there is. When faced with dealing with yours, or anyone else's "stuff"...the only thing that heals and transforms is: DIVINE INFINITE LOVE!!! That's it, that's all... Just send whatever you can muster to wherever it is needed - if you can't muster sending any, then ask your Angels for assistance, or you can even ask them to do it for you...they don't care, as long as it gets done.By the way, the healing of ourselves and this planet takes us asking the divine for help. They can't directly intervene until we ask. Why you ask? Because we live in a free will zone. They can nudge and whisper in our ear, but they can't make us do anything unless we either ask for help, or we are in a life / death situation where we will die before our time (or become seriously injured and it's not a part of our life plan).
Anyway. About this love stuff...Have that Divine Infinite Love sent to anyone and everyone: those in need financially, health-wise, or otherwise (this especially includes those who piss you off, piss the world off or otherwise, do anything to harm or control another because they are the ones who need it the most - ask any the Dalai Lama or any Tibetan about that one!). Whether it be family, friends, world leaders, the media, other countries in need due to poverty, control or war), the earth, the environment, your neighbors, etc, etc, etc...
The bottom line is that we ALL could use a little more love in our lives.When you sent that love the planet, you also get a dose for yourself. Remember that. That which you give, you also receive!
Now go on...get to it...don't just sit there staring blankly at the screen. Go send some of that good stuff to everyone on the planet and I'll check back with you later to see how it's going...
Love, Light and Giggles!
Candice
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